Should I try to understand this feeling
Should I trust this lie around
Should I cry and pity  for myself
Should I reach out  what is never found

Should I stay
Should I need another ryme
Should I will the barely nothing
Should I turn my back on this
And consider it a crime

Should I dream of a better day
Should I try against all odds
Should I write about this
Should I do insist
Should I bother you, oh God!

On being ridiculous
For loving you too much
For caring still too deeply
For believing it so childsh

Never mind
It is just another night without you
No one answers
No one cares
No one ...

Should I ?